i am glad i went to school today. malvin lim class was good, though i slacked and munched through out the whole lesson. went to watch toi, clement, gary, colin, lau, zhao and munmun play soccer. wanted to join in but i felt really tired, so i resisted that temptation to play. ohh, and i like to watch gary play soccer. somehow, i dont know why either. :D but.. tsk, tsk, tsk. i shall not comment much about '...', i was too tired to feel the pain. :/ and i daidee-d with zhao, munmun and toi before going home.
when i was leaving, i suddenly felt very lonely. i dont know, maybe it's the period. i think that i am going to miss this class-relationship when we leave the school. i dont want, really, not at all. and i began to lose faith during my lonely home-walk. i thought about it. i dont want to confess anything already. i dont want. maybe i dont have the courage afterall.
but if you ask me personally if the guy is you, i will still probably tell you. other than that, i will keep mum.
i want a boyfriend that doesnt smoke. please and thank you.
i feel happy just looking at you. why.
/kibum, yesung.
i woke up at 0230 to have my dinner. little did i know that the dinner was already 'wiped' away, so i went to bed with an empty stomach. D:
i couldnt fell asleep, so i started thinking. i was reminded of the ghost story phua said in class, then the ghost story yongmao said. and yes, i hid under my blanket after that. then, i remember that our class chalet is in changi. D: i think i will hug someone to bed during the two nights. it's normal for me to hug people when i am sleep, but this is different. i want to hug someone who i can trust, cause i am scare. would any one like to offer me your body? D:
after my stupid imagination calm down, i fell asleep. had a not-bad dream, was waiting to see the ending of the dream but in the end, i didnt get to see it. clement chew's sms woke me up. eh, he told me he was going to the pool with aaron, gary and yinghao. how nice, make me jealous lah. i got period, so cannot swimming. D: D: D: anyway, i had my revenge. i told them about his plans about raping THREE BOYS. ♥ ♥ ♥
did the two physics papers that mr l was going to go through today. had a nap after my lunch cause physics lesson is at two. then i got waken up by loud noises around me. annoyed, but gladful. if it didnt wake me up, i would have continue sleeping and missed the lesson. :D
met aaron on the way, stopped by mac's to meet up with the rest of the class before heading to school. i nearly fell asleep in the lesson. my eyes were tired, i wanted to go back to my sleep. D: but mr l's class is always filled with dirty jokes which woke up my sleepy eyes. :D the papers i did in the morning had scored not bad. i shall do more physics paper. i hope to ace it. so even if my chemistry is f9, it can push the grade up. :D
and, i made my contact lens already. hopefully i can 'pass' the consultation. i paid it with my own money, okay! :D
i shall confess someday, without everyone looking.
well, unless i really go crazy on high tea.
i want a boyfriend who will make the first move. somehow, i got the feeling that i will be the one doing it instead.
i want to date you, you, you, you and you!
if i have enough courage, or if i go crazy on the day,
i will tell the guy that i like him.
yes, on the day of high tea.
planned to go ert today but no one is willing to accompany me, so byebye ert. ):
i went crazy in class today, screamed, cried. i have no wish to say the reason of my behaviour. and, i plan to appeal to v/principal on the dnt results of people who dropped dnt, which includes me. i think it is very unfair to us, afterall we signed the drop-sheet long before already. i will ask mrs edison on how much she can help me with this someday soon. and this time, i MUST do it!
last week, on the way to valerie's house, christina and i saw a pretty boy. he looks like a girl, a pretty one too. and, he is from montfort. if i ever get to see him again, i shall ask him to take a picture with me. (: but, i doubt i will get to see him again. this week, we are going to christina's house to study.
the band decided to join a competition. i think i shall not disclose which competition now. i guess, we will tell you all if everything is confirmed.
and, i am glad that the boys were in my chinese class. they filled the lesson with endless lame jokes which they shared with ms k. it kind of made my day better. well, thats besides the band thingy which also made me feel much better.
i am glad to have you all around.
ohh, the boys taupoked manfred in our class today. YES! and that's for laughing at my height, tally! :D
i want a boyfriend who will not toy with my heart.
-when just the sight of you can make me smile.
